Tomorrow is my due date. It’s weird to write that.
I know that I've had 40 weeks to adjust to this life-change
but it still seems so outrageous sometimes.
There are days that I look at my stomach and I just stare in disbelief:
There’s a person growing in there!
On the material
side of things, I feel completely ready.
We have all of the STUFF that I think we need to bring an extra life in
our home. We’re ready to rock with
clothes, diapers, a car seat, breast pump – the whole nine yards.
On the physical side
of things, I feel absolutely ready! I’ve actually really enjoyed most of my
pregnancy; the last few weeks have been challenging but I know they will be
worth it. I've ballooned in to a swollen
ball of mush with lots of lower back pain due to this weird pinched nerve
thing.
For real, this “shirt” was purchased as a dress.
On the mental side
of things, I feel a little emotional as the pregnancy-life ends and the baby-life
begins. I really love my life right
now. I know it will only be filled with more
love in the future, but I have a little anxiety about giving up all of the time
that I currently have with our little family (read: James and Brighton).
These two guys are my world!
James and I have been trying to go on as many dates as
possible over the past few weeks and it is all very bittersweet.
All that being said, I am very ready to meet baby
Gilbert! Will it be a boy or a girl? I
can hardly wait to find out!